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Be Considerate of Everyone

We must not let our desire to make our children happy cause us to be insensitive to others. When our children were young, an incident came up where both girls had been invited to parties on a day that my husband and I would be out of town. The girls were disappointed, but they accepted the fact that they couldn’t go. I should have left it at that.

Tom and I had discussed possibilities of people we might ask to take the girls to their parties and then decided they’d just have to miss them. Unfortunately, the next day I called my mother to see if she could drive the girls. Of course, I shouldn’t have talked to anyone without discussing it with Tom first. I was so heart-broken for the girls that I failed to stop and consider how I was imposing on others. It was a very inconvenient time in my mothers life. She had a lot going on. I just selfishly wanted our children to be happy so I could enjoy our trip without feeling guilty, but I felt even guiltier about imposing on Mom and going against the decision Tom and I had made. I ended up apologizing to Mom and letting her off the hook. I also apologized to Tom. The girls did not go to their parties, but everyone still had a good time.

Disappointment is part of life. Our children need to learn how to handle it. They also need to learn how to be sensitive to the needs of others. Its important to be aware of what behaviors we are modeling for our children.

Book: How To Help Your Child Say No…

I was cleaning out my book shelf and ran across the book How To Help Your Child Say No To Sexual Pressure by Josh McDowell. I’m not sure if it’s still in print, so I’ll share the notes I had taken.

from pages 128-136: Reasons to Wait (What God wants to protect you from):

I. Physical (1) It can become addicting: you crave it, but the pleasure is short-lived; (2) It can damage your self-image by the anxiety of performance (being compared to someone else & feeling you have to measure up to hold onto the person; wondering if they’re comparing you to past lovers (3) sexually transmitted diseases (4) pregnancy

II. Spiritual (1) Losing respect for yourself & your body by sinning against your own body. 1 CO 6:18: “Flee sexual immorality. Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body.” We lose respect for our body & our partner’s body. (2) God’s righteous judgment: He will punish unrepentant sinners eventually (3) Fellowship with God: When we do things we feel guilty about, we don’t want to be close to Him. So, we tend to withdraw from Him. (4) Poor witness to the unsaved world, if we look no different than them. If our lifestyle isn’t different, what will attract the unsaved to Christ? How can they see that God changes lives? The positive benefits of waiting: (1) God blesses the righteous (2) patience is a fruit of the Spirit: waiting develops patience in us (3) it draws us closer to Jesus when we make HIM our #1 relationship: He’s the best one to be intimate with.

III. Emotional (1) Guilt. This makes it difficult to have an emotionally intimate relationship (2) misleading feelings. Sexual involvement causes us to confuse sex & love. Love is unselfish. (3) Premarital sex can create negative feelings about sex (guilt, resentment, fear). When these feelings become associated with sex, it’s difficult to enjoy sex fully, even in marriage. (4) Sex usually does 1 of 2 things to a dating relationship: (a) It ends a good relationship or (b) it keeps a bad one going (they think they know each other better than they do just because they’re “close” sexually). Waiting shows your spouse you cared enough to wait for them.

IV. Relational Reasons (1) Breakdown in communication. Time that should be spent discussing their relationship is spent on sex, instead. Also, uneasy feelings hinder good communication (ie; feeling guilty). (2) It takes time away from them developing a healthy social, intellectual & emotional relationship. (3) Comparisons to other past lovers. (Either in your mind or your spouse’s.)

Pages 137-139 have responses you can give to people who pressure you to give in. (Some are funny.)

I hope this is helpful to those of you who are still raising children.

Other related books, if they’re still in print, are: Dynamic Dating by Barry St. Clair (gives creative dating ideas) & Why Wait? by Josh McDowell.


The Joy of Success (May 2014)

Sometimes, in life, I get so caught up in the task of problem-solving, that I overlook the obvious.

Our 33 year old special needs son has been struggling with depression and anxiety. We’ve discussed and tried so many ways to help him find purpose in life, and we’re in the process of looking into getting new medication, but recently, the Lord blessed us with an unexpected breath of fresh air!

I went over to his house to encourage him to walk with his walker (a difficult task for him). One of our daughters, Heather, was there and she’s good at pushing him to do more than he thinks he can. He may complain a little while he’s doing it, but he felt good when he reached his goal. After she left, he read a chapter of the Bible to me and I was excited about how well he did! You see, he has visual problems and has always been an auditory learner, listening to the Bible and other books on CD. This past year, he has really wanted to read the Bible with his eyes, so we bought the largest print one we could find, but at this point in his life, he needs an encouraging audience. Then, he sang several songs to me (singing is one of his strengths).

He received much praise for all three activities and he said this was the first time in awhile that he had really laughed.

As Shon seeks independence, I’ve been seeking God’s guidance on what my role as a parent should look like. I’ve been trying not to give unsolicited advice. On this day, I discovered an answer: be his cheerleader. Make time weekly to do those activities with him. Yes, continue to problem solve, as needed, but make time to cheer him on and rejoice together over his accomplishments!

There’s a time for mourning together, and a time for rejoicing together! (Romans 12:15) May I not get so caught up in the former, that I miss out on the latter! (By the way, Romans 12:15 mentions rejoicing first!

Grant Him Authority

Men, including our adult son, Shon, have a God-given need for authority. It’s difficult enough as a wife to learn how to grant authority to my husband, but it’s even more challenging to learn how to grant it to our disabled son.

Shon has enough mental capability to handle a fair degree of responsibility, at least as far as making some decisions about himself. Shon, my husband Tom, and I are all in the process of learning what our roles are in relation to each other.

In July of 2014, we had an experience that taught me some things about Shon’s need to feel at least somewhat in control of his life. He was in severe pain. He consulted us and we said it was his decision about going to the doctor, so he went. An ultrasound was ordered, which confirmed that Shon’s worst fears were not an issue, but he still had a lot of pain. It was a Friday and we were not able to get back to his doctor about what to do for that. So Shon was facing a week-end of pain and doing nothing for it.

He first called us Thursday night saying he wanted to go to the emergency room. We said we’d take him if he really wanted to go, but we reminded him of what that experience is like and pointed out that he was scheduled for an ultrasound the next day. In retrospect, I can see that he might have felt we were talking him out of it, rather than truly listening to his concerns and respecting his right to make a decision. Anyway, he decided to wait and we did move the ultrasound up to an earlier time of day.

He continued to wrestle with the decision about going to the emergency room and we finally took him around 10:PM Friday. (We got back home around 2:AM Sat.) The doctors confirmed what his primary doctor had suspected and gave him an antibiotic. They had to catheterize him in order to get a urine sample. Shon said he never wanted to come to the emergency room again, but at least we did get some antibiotics.

What I learned from all this is that Shon, as an adult male, has the male need for respect and authority. As much as possible, we need to give him that authority in decisions about himself. If we had gone to the emergency room when he first thought about it, we would have had everything taken care of at once. He would have been satisfied because we would have already gone to “the top.”

An analogy I see would be like my being upset with a company and not being satisfied talking to a clerk. I might want to see the manager. My husband and I had hoped to avoid the emergency room experience, but we eventually ended up there, anyway. In the future, we will simply ask Shon what he wants to do, and do it.

Sometimes, even when our intentions are to spare Shon (and ourselves) from an unpleasant experience, we need to recognize his deeper need for respect and authority. This, of course, also requires sacrifice on our part, but that’s a given when you have a special needs child. It’s important that we not only meet his physical needs, but be aware of his emotional needs as well. This is a delicate balancing act that requires an understanding of his capabilities and needs and how to best meet them in a way that is satisfying to him but also realistic. It’s an on-going challenge, but worth the effort!

A Painful But Valuable Lesson

In 1983, I decided, with Tom’s support, to quit teaching and stay home full time. Our son, Shon, who has cerebral palsy due to a premature birth, was one and half years old at that time. Since Tom was working and I was now home, most of the responsibility for researching our options for Shon fell on my shoulders. Tom was most helpful when he would listen to me and help me make decisions. But I had to learn to respect his feelings and opinions. I learned the hard way that we should not move forward on a decision until we were both at peace about it.

The surgeries Shon went through when he was younger were mutually agreed upon. But there was one surgery when Shon was 12 that neither Tom nor Shon were at peace about, but I was so hopeful that it would enable him to walk that they reluctantly agreed. Shon was in casts from the waist down for a month. I spent long hours and many sleepless nights massaging his toes to relieve some of the pain, praying for supernatural strength to stay awake. I clung to the hope of Shon being able to walk. The surgery didn’t work, but it left long scars on his legs that he was self-conscious and bitter about for many years. I carried a secret guilt—afraid of how Shon would react if I confessed that I felt I had made a mistake. Would I only make him feel worse? Would he be able to forgive me?

Finally, one day when Shon was 24 years old, I was driving him home from therapy and he brought up the subject of his scars and his doubt and bitterness about the necessity of the ones on his legs. He said that every time he looked at them, they reminded him of his doubts about the surgery. I suddenly burst out crying and confessed everything to him and asked his forgiveness. Then a miracle took place. Shon’s bitterness disappeared and he began to comfort me! He said, just because the results weren’t what we had hoped for didn’t necessarily mean it hadn’t been God’s will for us to go through it. We hugged and Shon sang “Scars” by Ray Boltz to me. A heavy burden was lifted from both of our hearts that day, and I had learned some valuable lessons!

Tailored Grace

In 1991, Forest Home Christian Conference Center hosted the first of three annual conferences for Parents of Special Needs Children. At first, Tom and I weren’t planning to attend because we felt we were dealing with our son’s disability fine. However, the director told us they’d love to have some parents with a positive attitude to give in-put. So we decided to go in the hopes of being a blessing, but we also ended up being blessed.

While we were there, we met parents whose children had a vast array of disabilities. As we listened to their stories of what they were dealing with, Tom and I each thought, “Wow, Shon’s problems are nothing compared to their children’s. I don’t know how they handle it.” So we were startled when a few of those parents told us they didn’t know how we could handle Shon’s challenges!

Then it hit me: God gives each of us the necessary grace to handle our trials in life. Other people’s trials look monumental to us because we haven’t been given the grace for those. God tailors our trials, and gives us the appropriate grace, according to His purposes for each of us. I don’t have the grace for your trials, and you don’t have the grace for mine. But what all of God’s children can experience is the fact that His amazing grace is sufficient for each of us!

Twenty-Five Tips for Parents

As a parent of three grown children, I have learned a few things along the way (usually via my mistakes). I hope you will find them helpful.

1) Be consistent! As a couple, we should decide how we’re going to handle a situation and then stick to it until we both agree on a different solution! As much as possible, we should hold off on making a decision about our child until the two of us can discuss it. Also, we should make sure we hear both sides of a story before coming to a conclusion. For example, if a child tells us their teacher thinks we’re too strict, we can tell the child we’ll arrange a conference with the teacher to hear what they have to say. (Most likely, we’ll discover that our child did not accurately convey the teacher’s opinion of us.)

2) Suggested responses to common situations:

a) child to parent: “I hate you!” (Because we said “No” to them.) Parent response: “I still love you, and will do what I believe is best for you.” (Then follow through on our decision. We needn’t spend time trying to convince the child that we love them. They probably already know it.)

b) child to parent: “You hate me!” Parent response: “That isn’t true, & I’m sorry you feel that way. But my decision stands. I’m doing what I feel is best for you.”

3) Depending upon the maturity level of the child, there are times when it’s appropriate to teach them that our God-given role, until they’re adults, is to instruct them in the ways of the Lord & do our best to protect them. Their God-given role is to honor, respect, and obey their parents.

I told my children (when they were older–upper elementary school age onward), that they could calmly and respectfully present their case to me and I would prayerfully consider what they had to say. But once my husband and I had made a decision, we expected them to obey it. Sometimes the Lord did change our decision. Other times, He didn’t. But at least our children felt they had been listened to, even if they didn’t like the outcome.

4) As parents, we should beware of undermining each other’s authority! It isn’t good to argue in front of the children. If our spouse makes a decision we don’t agree with, we can ask our spouse to discuss it with us privately. If we can’t come to an agreement, then we wives should trust God, submit to our husband’s decision, and support him in it!

Because we are human, there are times when we’re too weary to stand firm, and our children may take advantage of that. If, in such a time, we “give in” to a bad decision, we shouldn’t be afraid to go back to them when we “come to our senses”, and tell them we made a mistake and have changed our mind. If they accuse us of going back on our word, we can tell them it is good to keep good commitments, but when a bad decision is made, it’s best to confess and repent. (This will also serve as a good role model for those times when their peers pressure them into bad decisions.)

5) One of the most difficult transitions to make as a parent is in dealing with adult children. My role has changed. It is no longer my responsibility to protect them. I must let them have the freedom to make mistakes and learn their own lessons. I must resist the temptation to give unsolicited advice, and trust in the power of prayer. But the great reward is that I now have wonderful friendships with them–something I couldn’t fully develop when I was still their disciplinarian. I am now free to relate to them the way I do with my other friends: we learn from each other and we are each ultimately accountable to the Lord!

The following illustrations are taken from my journals in the early 1990’s, when our children were around ages 11, 8 and 6.

6) We should not discuss plans with our children until we’ve cleared it with our spouse. Tom and I had discussed the possibility of hiring a clown for Kristy’s birthday, but I told Kristy before we had finalized our decision. There were two things wrong with that:

a) It made it difficult for Tom to say no, if he wanted to.

b) If he had wanted to surprise her, I ruined the surprise.

7) We shouldn’t let parental pride cause us to push a child into something they are hesitant about. We should be sensitive to the child’s wishes and not try to show off their talents or virtues.

I once took the fun out of a Bible Bowl competition by trying to prepare Shon too thoroughly. There were times when Tom signed him up for singing competitions that he wasn’t crazy about. Once, Shon earned money by selling a booklet he created, and then he donat4ed the money to charity. He was upset when I told some people about his giving. He said it was between him and the Lord. I apologized and asked for his forgiveness. It’s good to be supportive, but we need to be sensitive to the child’s feelings.

8) In making family decisions, we should consider the opinions of God and our spouse over that of outsiders. In 1990, I was struggling with a lot of decisions about what to do or not do for our special needs son. I was feeling guilty for not doing everything that was presented to us. We had to weigh the benefits to him and also consider how each thing affected the entire family. Tom and I had to seek God’s guidance and not worry about the opinions of others.

9) We must beware of reaching out to certain children to the detriment of our own. If another child’s behavior is stumbling our children, we may have to lovingly end the relationship. One time when I was agonizing over how to end a relationship between a neighbor and our girls, the girl’s mother got mad at me and she ended the relationship. I was thankful the dilemma was resolved and that I didn’t have to be the “bad guy.”

10) We should help our children to avoid situations that stumble them. Once when our children and I were getting haircuts, I was feeling like I should write a letter about the sexy photos on the walls, but the hard part was that the photos were of the gals who worked there, so I struggled. But as we left, Shon said he’d seen a magazine with a naked woman on it and was upset about how it made him feel. (He was 11.) Then I knew I had to say something. Thankfully, they responded positively. If they hadn’t, we would have found a new place to get haircuts. Also, we shouldn’t cause our children to go against their conscience, even if we think something is no big deal. We must take them seriously and support them in following their conscience. Shon sometimes asked to leave a record store because the music disturbed him or because he was fasting from records.

11) We should be enthusiastically supportive, but not pushy. It’s hard when neither the parents nor the child are highly motivated to do a particular task. At such times, we should pray for motivation for ourselves and our child. A child will usually respond to enthusiastic support in attempting a difficult task. We parents need to be their cheering squad. But we also need to know when to back off if we cross that fine line between enthusiastic support and being pushy.

12) We should be prayerfully aware of our own selfishness. There were times when our young children were sick and I’d post-pone taking them to the doctor based on my convenience. Then God would intervene through circumstances to get me there. I’d then praise Him on behalf of the children and ask Him to forgive my selfishness.

13) We should pray for wisdom. One of our young daughters would often fake being sick when she didn’t want to do something, thus making it difficult to know when she was truly sick. This type of thing requires divine wisdom.

14) We should look for good interactive games to do as a family (not just toys that make good babysitters). We all have times, as parents, when we need the children to entertain themselves, but we should also be sure to include fun family times.

15) We should pray for patience and perseverance in helping our children to become independent. That process can be a lot of work, even overwhelming at times, especially if we have a special needs child. One morning, my youngest came and told me she’d wet her bed. My heart groaned at the thought of two more loads of laundry when I was struggling to get through the existing pile, but thankfully, I just got her a fresh nightie, tucked her into my bed with a kiss, and said nothing about the sheets. But later I felt the Lord prompting me to tell the children I needed their help. I decided to give then each a basket to pt their clothes in, and then we’d sort and fold the laundry together.

16) We should get our children involved in giving of their time and resources. We kept a jar that the children put money into and then we’d all decide who to help with it at Christmas. We also got involved in a church ministry that took food and clothing to families in Mexico, and we shopped for items to donate to programs like “Love Lift” (which helped local families) and “Samaritan’s Purse” (which provided Christmas presents for children in third world countries).

I have one funny story that came out of a visit to the Love Lift quarters where they sorted food and other supplies and sewed bags to put the supplies in. Our daughter Heather watched a woman working at a sewing machine and asked what it was! We all laughed. (Yep, I never liked sewing.)

17) We should show the children respect by asking before giving away their toys. Tom and I had both been guilty, at times, of giving away toys they still wanted.

18) We should read to the children, especially the Bible. When Shon was 9, he told me he had a “hunger” for God’s Word and wanted an adult Bible (so we got him the audio version, since he had visual problems).

19) If possible, and if both parents don’t work the same hours, it’s good to take our children to our spouse’s workplace occasionally. It’s nice for them to see what their parents do.

20) When a child complains about one parent to another, we must beware of saying anything negative about the spouse to the child. Shon once complained to me about Tom playing secular records when Shon was trying to avoid them. I said, “Your daddy loves you and wants you to be happy. As long as you’re happy, he’s happy. So just suggest other fun things to do when he suggests listening to records.” Then, in private, I explained the situation to Tom. Shon then worked on expressing his feelings to Tom, and Tom worked on being sensitive to Shon’s struggles with his conscience.

21) If mornings tend to be rushed, we can make lunches for the next day and load the non-perishable items into the car the night before.

22) We should give our children time to re-consider. I’m copying the following out of an old journal: “Tonight Heather wanted to go into Shon’s room a little longer and I said no. She refused to get into bed. I told her if she wasn’t in bed by the count of 3 she wouldn’t get her snuggle time. She didn’t move. I said, ‘OK, no songs.’ She burst into tears and said she just needed a little longer to make up her mind. My heart broke, because she really has been trying hard to be obedient. I said I’d pray about what to do. I prayed, then told her I fear4ed that if I gave her the songs, then the next time she’s disobedient she’d figure she could just cry and talk me out of punishing her. She said she wouldn’t. I decided to give her the time and we prayed together asking God to forgive her disobedience. I asked if she was sorry and she nodded. Later, she voluntarily (in tears) said she was sorry and that she had a hard time not crying again because she felt so badly. I told her I understood. I feel the same way after God forgives me for being disobedient. What I re-learned is that Heather just needs prayer and gentle persuasion, not threats. I should have put my arms around her told her I understood how hard surrender is and prayed for God to help her to be obedient. I believe she would have obeyed. I was tired and eager to get to bed, so I didn’t have godly patience. Praise the Lord, He got us through it. Even Kristy, bless her heart, wanted Heather to get her snuggle time. And I think that was also too harsh of a punishment. Heather, of all the kids, definitely needs her snuggle time.”

23) We should prayerfully consider our child’s suggestions. Here is a quote from an old journal: “When I picked the girls up Kristy’s papers had disappeared from the playground. She was upset. Heather suggested we see Kristy’s teacher. I was in a hurry to get back to Shon (left in the car) and said the paper wouldn’t be there if it disappeared from the playground. Then Miss Barbara came running after us, saying a boy turned it in (he’d gotten it by mistake). Tonight, when Tom, Heather and I were sitting around, I told Heather I should have listened to her and that, in the future, when I don’t listen to her suggestions, she should ask me to pray about it. (I told Tom about the incident.) She said, ‘You should have listened to me.’ I said, ‘I know. Will you forgive me?’ She said yes, and hugged me. (I told her I now realize I could have sent her to the teacher while I went to Shon, which I might have realized, had I prayed.)

24) In challenging circumstances, it’s good to pray for a calm spirit. We’ll make better decisions when we’re calm. I read in my journal about a day of one frustration after another: a car that wouldn’t start, a child throwing tempers and then, just when I got her settled down, I slammed her hand in the car door. God provided a ride home and I admired that mother’s calm spirit in contrast to the impatience I was feeling. I did find that it helped when I started praising God for the positive things, such as the ride home and that it was my right-handed daughter’s left hand that was hurt with only minor damage. We all have those days. It’s good to remember to pray and praise God in the midst of them.

25) Whenever possible, we should check with our spouse before saying yes to our child. If a child doesn’t like one parent’s answer, they’ll often go to the other parent without mentioning that the first parent already said no. After I had once said no to the girls, I overheard Kristy say to Heather, “Let’s go ask Dad. He’s the boss.” Tom and I learned to say we’d check with each other and get back to them with an answer. The first parent might end up changing their mind, but at least then it’s a result of consultation rather than manipulation.

As a word of encouragement, I’d like to mention that all three of our adult children are great people, despite all my parental mistakes! Praise God!